Well i thought i would post again today cause there is alot of shit going on that is pretty fucking stupid if i say so myself.. well anyways i lost a so called best friend over people she met through me. but i mean i cant change that she obviously has more fun with them then me. so i mean i cant really do anything about that. i mean its whatever cause to be honest with you i could careless anymore. she can have them. i still have friends since i made some new ones since i have been at winfree. and they are great. i have a blast with them and me and sam dont fight cause she actually like hanging out with this people and doesnt give me shit about what im doing cause she does everything i do when we are with them and i think that is so awesome.. lol... but back to the first subject. i dont like being put in the middle of other peoples shit. i mean yea this is between my so called friends and my gf and i dont wanna be in the middle of it but everyone just keeps bringing me in the middle and im sick of it. dont ask me what someone else said cause im not saying a damn thing cause i dont want shit coming back on me and everyone being mad at me cause i said something.... thats what everyones problem is when someone trust someone not to say anything about what they just said they say it anyways. and i think that is bullshit.. they say they dont want drama but they tell other people shit. if you dont wnat drama then god DAMNIT keep shit to yourself and dont worry about anything.. JUST HAVE FUCKING FUN... im so fucking sick of this drama shit. if you dont like someone then keep it to yourself. and if you haev shit to say about my gf controlling me etc... just keep it to yourself and there wont be any damn drama.. but thats why people are two faced cause they say they arent going to say anything and they arent going to start drama. but once they see the person that the one person was talking about the just let everything out and that just stirres shit up and i think that is bullshit.. I WOULD FUCKING NEVER DO THAT SHIT.. im probably the only one who wouldnt do that shit.. i havent done it and never will cause im just that fucking nice. i keep shit to myself cause if i know if i go tell someone else shit is going to start... THATS WHY I KEEP MY MOUTH SHUT and stay THE FUCK OUT OF IT.. maybe you people need to learn that or take some advice from me before you start running your damn mouth. Im not even trying to start shit im just trying to make everything civil but hell that aint going to happen this time..

Mindy your awesome you dont fucking start drama and you have alwyas been there for me and i apperciate that. you are so cool.. we had some hard times in the past but we have been there for each other and always will be.. or i know i will always be there for you.

Well anyways i guess i have said enough for now but i could say a hella lot more but im just going to keep my mouth shut cause i dont wanna start anything. START ANYTHING STUPID like everyone else is trying to do.. which is bull shit.. to all the people that havent fucked me over i love you and i miss you all..

Hey i thought i would make another xanga cause i didnt like that name of my last one.

Well anyways today i realized who my actual friends are and that isnt very many people. Everyone is stuck up everyones ass saying everyone is two faced etc..... well if you wanna say sam is two faced then you need to look at the other people before you excuse ONE PERSON for being two faced. there are so many two faced people you just dont wanna admit it.. for example liz saying she doesnt want drama blah blah blah but yet she goes off telling felicia or danielle what sam says. But yet danielle can talk shit about amy behind her back and act like she didnt say a damn word. But no one will go to amy and tell her what someone said... (amy this has nothin to do with you this is just an example I love you amy) im so sick of people saying they are your friends but talk shit about someone. all sam said was she didnt like danielle. but liz runs her mouth. i bet if i said i didnt like someone someone would run their mouth to that person. so EVERYONE IS TWO FACED.. so get it right. .dont blame one person for being two faced when YOU ARE ALL JUST THE SAME.

Mindy you are like my only real friend. actually you are MY ONLY FRIEND... thank you for being here for me.. you are the best. i will always be here for you unless  you do the shit like everyone else is doing. I LOVE YOU.. take care.. by the way things will get better and you know they will.. they always do..

Felicia i dont have a problem with you. you are my friend but dont go off talking about sam to liz. or talking shit about her on xanga.. cause all that does is piss me off. if you have something to say keep it to yourself and there will be no drama.